So (technically yesterday) was Super Bowl Sunday. I don't care much for football...all I'm sure of is that I love the Colts and Peyton Manning and I hate the Patriots and Steelers. I was just excited about the food. We had meatballs, cake I made, and queso. We planned on chili, pizza, and brownies, too but we were all satisfied with what we ended up just having.

I managed to not get an anxiety attack at Walmart which was really crowded. I am proud of myself! But tonight I was sound asleep and apparently sleep-talking to my dad. When I stopped responding he talked louder and I woke up but didn't open my eyes. I was in a weird state where even though I knew he was trying to get me awake and I WAS awake, I wouldn't open my eyes or respond. Then I heard  my mom yell at him to leave me alone. He didn't listen. It was too late anyway, I was going to get up. I had to pee too bad to go back to sleep. Not real happy with my dad right now!

I finished reading "The Help" tonight...huge book and I read it in 4 days. It was an awesome read. Me and my mom can't wait to see the movie!

Crap, I'm out of diet coke. Gotta go get more downstairs. Shoot.

Back! Yesterday we also had to buy flea treatment for poor Kaya. She's losing more and more hair. I'm hoping that's all it is so we don't have to traumatize her with a visit to the vet. She'll lose her mind in that cat carrier, poor thing. Thankfully she's sleeping now and not licking or scratching obsessively. What's weird is that Sydney doesn't have them. But I will be treating them both nevertheless.

I'm looking forward to today. Workout (cardio AND muscles are finally not jelly anymore) and the library to pick up my copy of Berserk (a manga aka Japanese comic) and Slaughterhouse Five. I'm currently reading Snuff by Chuck Palahniuk (he wrote Fight Club). I've found reading  helps me get through withdrawal. I'm so mad I forgot the NA meeting on Saturday night! I promised a friend I'd go and I just plain forgot. I was reading the night away then. Boo. Next week, then!

Oooh, I can smell the laundry detergent from the washer downstairs through my air vent. Smells so good!

Off to read some manga or "Snuff" for awhile. Later!

Monday, February 4, 2013